there some things in life you can choose. the people you work with is not one of them.
i dont know what it is but some people like to bring people down even if there is no benefit to anyone at all. i mean sure you get a little hahaha good one but thats it. do you get promoted from it? do you get paid more? you try that too much one day you'll get beaten up. i'm all for fun and jokes, i don't mind being made fun of but if its totally tasteless then seriously, you wonder what that was for and i go huh? funny meh? but they're laughing their ass off and everyone else is like hurhurhur okay whatever. the worse thing is they try again as if nobody heard it the first time. its painful i really feel sorry for people like that.
i have a little teeny weeny problem with the police force. actually with ns. that is how people try to scare you and threaten you with promotion. my team ic (whom i have great respect for) gave me feedback on how lazy i've been when doing sentry, which was 100% true. but he says that might affect promotion. honestly, i don't really care about promotion. cos you just get $70 more. seventy. if you one month eat mother cook 7 more meals than usual, thats 70 bucks. why should i care? i earn much more outside. everyday steal $2 from illegal buskers you can get close to 70. the point is, why make such a big deal out of promotion? its nothing. it doesn't scare me. so what you sc/cpl earn peanuts from government? would you rather have a little weight on your shoulders or a lot of weight in your wallet?
oh i hate ORDing personnel who constantly make fun of poor people like me just enlist one. its not cos i'm jealous he gonna ord. but if you think about it, i should be making fun of him cos he's going out there to get raped by the corporate world. plus he serves 2 yearsish, and me too. like i always say, every man has to go through ns. like it or not. nobody is different. it is not a punishment for being born singaporean. just do it and have some pride while you're at it.
plus
if you ord earlier than me means you enlist before me, correct?
if you enlist before me means you study less than me prolly only got o or n level cert, right?
if you only got n level o level cert, you ord alr do what? study right?
so by the time i ord we'll be in the same level right?
so you laugh what laugh?
i am enjoying my ns life btw.
on another note, sarahh's departure has hit me quite hard i'll be honest. i swear at the airport after she disappear into the depature hall i suddenly got dirt in my eye. really! i was obviously damn sad la but fear not, i will not plunge into depression anytime soon.
i learned to treasure and appreciate everyone around me especially the ones close to my heart. i guess she has been a source of inspiration even after she left. i dun really know how to explain it but i'll try. you know how when you're a kid and you grow up to an adult, the people who see you everyday can't tell how much you've changed as much as someone who was only there when you were a kid and when you're grown up and nowhere in between. yeah i guess i want to make a major change in myself and it'll be uber cool to have someone comeback from a long absence and say "WHOA SINCE WHEN YOU BECOME SO AWESOME?" especially from someone who has been one of my biggest critics in my life haha. yeah you know what i mean.
plus i am very happy for her cos she get to go englishland university. somewhere i feel i'll never make it to. not that i'll need it ;)
everyone is pursuing their dreams. i've started pursuing mine. and number one on my checklist is A SEKRET HAHA. dun tell you. but i've written it down so when it eventually comes to pass i can show all of you it is because i worked hard for it and it was in my heart from the beginning.
there really is no dream too big.
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